I wish I can grow old with you.

assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillah...we've reached our first anniversary last months. I wish I can grow old with him. i Comfort him when he cold someday, be his friend when he needs a friend, listen to every words that he said. And I really hope we could complete each other because the part of my life is you. If I lose you means I lose the other parts. i made wrong for every single time we spent. No wonder  such a spoil girl like me make him sometimes couldn't stands it. tapi ada org cakap. takpe..sure he's fine. hati dia lembut. yup, I admit it. for every mistakes that I made..He never said no to me. he hurts but he still can stand still with me. sometimes, he ask me.. how about if he is not the one for me.. can I accept it ?. i just said I don't know...tapi jauh dalam lubuk hati.....awak, walaupun mungkin rasa sayang kita dah makin hilang....sy cuma nak awk tau...saya pernah sayangkan awk...and selamanya sayangkan awk.......sy cuba pertahankan apa yg saya ada sekarang...everytime after solat, even we make mistake to each other...being mad to each other... but I still keep praying to ALLAH.. that HE will give me a chance to grow old with you...to be part of your life..to be someone you want to hold on to...to be your makmum..to be a mom for your children..to be your wife till jannah....I really hope its happen one day..you made my day...you made every seconds that I breath wonderful. Kita tak jumpa takpe. kita jauh takpe. asalkan kita jaga hati kita. I really sorry for all my mistakes. I just try to do my best for evryone in my life, as a daughter, as a friend, as a student,as yours, and His slave. I try to give my best. but I lack of it, i'm sorry. for sure, you will be okay there. I hope we can learn to love again. May ALLAH bless you for every time you breath. 

Je T'aime, Ghasfar.

Thank You For Complete Me.

   

you+me=10 months

Assalamualaikum ....


Hye guys...we meet again afterrrrr...a day..*ahaa! hari nie just nak post about how long my relationship going ..haha ..x lama pun..alhamdulillah dah genap 10 months..yes ! da 10 bulan and x tau berapa jam..hehe :D....happy 10th monthsary weirdo! Haha...je t'aime Panjang...ok..end...daa...

See u soon...

picture kat bawah nie was when I'm being kinda weirdo and sedikit senget..hehe.*hiraukn,..yg penting..senyummmm...:)

Bye..

-xoxo-

Syafinaz

facial care and make up tutorial :)

Assalamualaikum...

Bismillahirrahmanirahim...

*saje letak this picture..coz i just miss this human being and she's totally freaking girl..haha..i miss you sha.!

hye...meet uolls again...hari ne, iolls nak share tips for facial care and make up.
hehe...this is just a base of facial care and make up..for those students maybe can apply it bila korang hangout..or maybe going to class..so x dala nampak muka sembap sgt..and eyebag menebal..hehe..i'm not master in this..but just nak share what I usually did for my facial care...
because muka x lah macam artis ke..putih gebu..but just seem fair pun okayy la kan..hehe..dulu i have slightly facial problem..when i was in high school..biasala..pimples come and went away..bila time period..mula hormones x stable..and pimples pun kuar macam cendawan tumbuh lepas hujan..hehe..but now..ageing..i mean..da ++ umur..*not tua okayy..just 19. hehe...hormones stable..and muka pun sng nak jaga...:)
brand yg digunakan x la susah sgt uolls nak purchase..everywhere ada...even mydin and 7eleven pun ada..:)
priceable la...worth if you try this..maybe ur face will glowing2 all da time..x salah nak try guna..why don't cha?..hehe...every women and girls deserve to be beautiful..but jgn uolls lupa..cantik dalam lagi nampak serinya dari luar..hehe..ini just like tips jaga kebersihan and kecantikan...kebersihan tu slh satu yg dituntut dlm Islam..so mmg x rugi apa pun klau nk try..dapat pahala...kulit pun bersih..2 in 1..hehe...ok stop talking..i'll begin my tutorial.



1. Facial cleanser

I use Garnier Skin Naturals 3 in 1 facial cleanser. This cleanser is for wash,scrub, and mask. Korang cuci muka 2 kali use this in every morning and evening. make sure korang massage la muka and rinse off after maybe 2 minutes. then for scrubbing..uolls boleh apply everyday..morning and maybe b4 sleep..korang apply massage on T-zone ( forehead, nose and chin)...then rinse..last but not least, for mask, uolls boleh apply on ur face 2 or 3 times a week..biarkan in 3 minutes..kering dulu..then rinse off dgn air suam :). FYI, this cleanser boleh eliminates impurities, eliminate dead skin cells and clear pores, brightening skin, and smoothing, also prevent facial problems like black pores and pimples..korang bleh dapatkan maybe kat guardian and watson berhampiran anda..hehe :)

this is the cleanser..take a look!

2. Applying moisturizers

okayy..next, uolls boleh apply moisturizers on your face...any brand pown boleh..those yg sesuai dgn korang punya skin la..make sure x da effect kayy...for me, I use Garnier Milky Lightning Dew and Moisturizer...this one you guys boleh apply on face just by put it some on facial cotton..and apply la macam biasa..make sure rata..yang nie SPF 15..for whiten, smoothen..fairer skin tone and protect sunscreen. i love to wear this..because..dia ada pati lemon..and your skin will feel refresh all the time..hehe...so let's try :)

go and grab this :D

3. Foundation and make up base.

for foundation and make up base.. I usually use two types of foundation or BB cream...first is, Silkygirl Magic BB cream...but now recently use Maybelline Clear Smooth BB stick, because..it's easy to wear..nak apply pun cepat..even in one minute..dah siap...x lambat pergi kelas..hehe..and it's shine free...mana2 pun korang boleh try pakai...I just suggest these two things..for BB cream..SPF 30..moisturizers+make up base+shine control+brightens+smoothens....and for BB stick..SPF 21...and just the same like BB cream la...cuma dy stick..and look like lipstick..tp korang jgn apply kat lips pulak...lain jadinyer nanti..hehe....about the colours..you guys try la yg mna sesuai dgn skin tone korang...maybe yg cerah can use yg slightly brighten colour....mana2 la..but I use natural..so it will be natural..hehe....

get us !

4. Face powder

hey...ok...now for the next step...apply face powder..yg ni x kesahla korangnak pkai apa2 jenis face powder pun...okayy je..make sure sesuai dengan kulit...I use Garnier Light Face Powder...SPF 18..long lasting and shine free effect...and also oil free..also use the natural one...another brand that can you use yg maybe okay for uolls are..maybelline and maybe silkygirl....huhu..so apply lah mcm biasa...but u guys nk pkai body powder pun boleh..hehe *ikut kesesuaian..

i'm here !

5. Eyeliner

for eyeliner..ikut suka hati korang la nak pakai..or maybe yg x biasa tu..and x nak pakai..pun takpelah...actually..korang bleh try..it's not hard..just simple..klau rasa malas nak guna..just ended with face powder..coz I pown kdang2 mls jgk nak guna..hehe...klau x tau nak pkai mcm mna..you just can watch on you tube...ikut suka hati..nak pkai yg tebal..and panjang ala2 arab ke...yg berukir ke..anything la...ikut citarasa korang...i just apply it se simple yg mungkin...korang boleh je guna liquid eyeliner..or maybe pencil eyeliner...suka hatilah..for me, I use Silkygirl Black Liquid eyeliner and it's waterproof..so kalau nak solat..tanggalkanla..hehe..any brands pown boleh je guna...yg penting eye liner..korang boleh apply kat bahagian kelopak mata or maybe bawah mata..but you need to use pencil eyeliner klau kat bahagian bawah mata..klau nak guna for both pown boleh....

meet me :)

6. Lips care

last but not least, you guys boleh je apply lip balm or a lip gloss for make ur lips shining2 gitu..huhu...for these..x da paksaan..x nak guna pun xpe..x da paksaan dalam ber make up..haha....this is just for lips care...for those yg ada masalah bibir kering terkupas tu..I just suggest you guys to apply SPF 15 Lip Ice Lip Balm sunscreen Mentholatum..strawberry flavour...nak mkn pun boleh..heehe*jokes....it will make ur lips sentiasa moist..huhu...klau nak shining2 sikit..uolls can use lip gloss..any brands...but I use Lip Ice light pink lip gloss...tapi i'm not recently use this..kalau perlu sahaja..hehehe

your lips like sugar .! ahaa ;)

END PART

This is how it will be maybe :)...simple and manis...no need heavy make up..just a slightly one...well this is not me..coz i don't have any pictures now..so i just google and found this beautiful lady yg nampak ayu dengan hijabnye...she's so pretty and look stunning !..hehe..she's just nowhere..but imma pretty sure she's malaysian...hehe..*that's not a typo..it's a slang.

try...it's worth...:)

~xoxo~

SYAFINAZ

i love my life :')

this is me and i love my life so damn much :')

Just wrote.

Assalamualaikum...hey guys...

nothing to wrote actually...just nak talk skit psl something happen dgn aku ne...I don't know hy...dua hari nie...mata aku fuzzy sket..merah semacam..sakit gt..rsa mata ne Ada selaput..x la bgkak pown...cuma...my vision sgt2 kabur..bila bgun...siyesly x nmpak sgt....da check..tp Bkn skit mata...so what??..maybe sbh infection dlm darah aku kot....maybe....hopefully nothing happen
...pray for me...

-xoxo-
Syafinaz

Let bygone be bygone.

Assalamualaikum...hey fellas :)

a stalker or blog reader out there..here I come to feed u..hehe^^

a picture of me when I was 3.

hey guys, x tahu nak start cerita from where ni.Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

ok,actually I've been not post anything here for couple of weeks...so here I come to wrote a story for you. everything well I guess...just a little bit stressed about study..for couple days ni..aku terlalu sangat malas nak pergi klas..i dont know why...klau kat klas...i just still like dreaming with a fuzzy look.Omaigadd..Omaigadd..omaiigadd...what happen to me??..we fought back...yah..aku tak tahu apa nak ckp lg...What i want is just like What he hate..and what he want is just like what I don't wanna do...jujur aku katakan...aku sayangkan dia sangat2..tipu la klau aku x syg diakan...sape x syg boyfriend sendiri kan....nak sgt hubungan ni going through sampai bila2...a maturity of someone is based on how we are develop into surrounding...mungkin dia perlu lebih bersabar..biar its come naturally...i promise you...I'll be like that someday...but I don't know when it comes...I just clueless...background family kita sgt la berbeza...now surrounding kita belajar pown...seriously berbeza...maybe we need to take times to be patient for each other...I know you kind of honest...but just stay still give me strength for every single words that u have said...no matter what you said...I bored..I hate you..it's too painful...how can I let myself to gives you better...if I just get some words that low my motivation...I just can stand it for a while..to get throught with my sickness and all of this...let me be with myself for a while...I try my best  for us to get better...what I've start I will never give up to ended it up. Just try to trust what i try to do...we need to give and take...maybe we should less talk,less text..just like you want..whatever happen...I forgive all your mistake if there are mistakes laa...hehe...I love you sayang..I just need you by my side forever..please bear with me....ohh..ohh..ohh...That sorrow feel..it comes back...better I go before I made my iPad wet..bye.

-xoxo-

Syafinaz,

HE is now and forever.....

we met..we talk...we laugh...we share our story..we fell in love...we're in love ..............

one girl.one guy.one story.

this story begin between me and him 8 months ago..he's not handsome like Aaron Aziz...but i still in love with him...the way he just being him makes my day...his smile is just like sunshines that brightens my day...the way he take care of me makes my life fall into a beautiful heavenly place...on that day, he said he was in love in me..but i just felt maybe he just creates jokes..ignoring him...and then he confessed to me once more..i'm shock. but seriously i'm totally happy..my heart is just like going to burst out..with no doubt, i said yes, i love u too...i do confessed too...in just for a short times..everything going well...we and him going through day by day together...i've awesome day with him...i do remember this day forever 23 March 2012. Boy, iloveyousomuch!

be with me forever...hold me,keep me in your arms...

you're just like lullaby to me...i will remember sang by yuna...