insomnia....nightmare++'

Assalamualaikum.....

a night full of tears..~...*mcm tgok crta hindi plak....leleh...haha....manusia ada perasaan..sometimes happy..sometimes sad..sometimes full of angriness...sometimes want to be love..sometimes feel like have been cheated....and more....hidden cry..hahahah....actually stress dgn assignment skg ne...choral,presentation,individual talks...journal..grammar games for children and a lot..be a writers..mmg depressing....sometimes i feel so humble and small...lupa tntang klebihan sndri....scared of myself...tlmpau stress smpai org skeliling pown kna tempias..hehe..especially to u my love,Ghasfar....i am so sorry...forgive me...saya tahu sy salah...hee..^^...x da hubungan yg diduga....dugaan make us stronger..insyaallah....and for all...sape2 yg in a relationship......walaupun kita sakit hati dgn our bf or gf..or mybe life partner....never cheat on them..jgn pernah tipu dorg...jangan pernah try utk bpaling...try to be honest...jujur lah dgn dia and dgn diri sndiri..and trust is important....waa...ayat akuu...giler macam motivator,....haha..padahal dri sndri still ruining...xpa2..utk kite semua..heee..untuk AKU dan DIA..:)....i miss my mom..miss my dad..miss sabah..miss rumah....miss my old fren....tp 4 mak n ayh...adik tahu you guys bz..bnyk lg nak kna pkir...it's ok..ur daughter kat sni ok je..alhamdulillah..everythings fine..mak..ayah...x payah pikir adik..i try to be independent...try to solve my own problem....try to be my best..walaupun terlalu sebak bila ingat mak and ayah kat sabah...tp ur daughter need to be strong..kan.....i will not cry in front of u...i promise...my problem is juz mine..so ayh and mak jgn risau..adik try utk brtahan...mmg ssh far apart from both of u...lagi2..
i'm the only ur daughter...yg umur pown x smpai lg 18..heee...sure mak n ayah risau...tapi i'm ok la...tapi hari ne i want to cry it out..k...and mak....dont ever think i don't love u ok....i love u...i do love u so much....mngkin mak heran knp klau mak kol..adik juz cakap skit je...adik bkn x nk ckp..tp adikk rsa sebakk..and i dont u to hear me cry....klau la mak ble bca blog ne...huuuu....sorry mak...i love you...


ghasfar..terima kasihh....hanya tu yg bole diucap...*ceyh2.....ingat..!...syafinaz syg anda sangat2x....
:: i love you abg.....




                                                                
your daughter..your bulat,


NUR SYAFINAZ..:)

love you for a thousand years...^^

semakin hari semakin rinduu..^^

hehe....assalamualaikum...*muke happy semcam jerr...hehe...of coz la happy....lepas begayut dgn cik abg.:)...hehe...waa...rinduu sngat dgn dy...<3...to mrCapital G...sory la...couple days ne..bz sket..depression sket....hehe...bru terasa mcm mna new life as university student...hehe..assignment..presentation..and so on....so for u syg...wait for your turn next july erk...hehe....abg Engineer to be..!.rinduu awak giler2 laa...<3.....cant wait to see u dear..<3...hehe...terima kasihh sngat2 coz sabar and layan my attitude yg kdg2 make u fed up..but u never told me that u bored wif me..u fed up wif me...u still there when i was sad...even i make u terrible....u still there when i need shoulder to cry on..even u was so far....u still do something to calm down me....to make me smile....thank u Allah...for send him to me...syg...jaga diri...jaga kesihatan....will always love u...love you for a thousand years....ILY so much..<3

salam sayang dari org SELANGOR utk org SABAH...^^

Nur Syafinaz.....