I just love you.

everythings went wrong minggu ne...and i guess sebelum nie pown sama...ada yang x kena dengan hidup aku ni....even my lecturer or even him....sometimes aku bingung....salah apa aku....sampai i need to take a burden of all this....my old friends are the best....they were there to support me...to give me something to relieve all my pain  or fear. they don't leave me.....never....even now they were far apart..they still remember that they still have a friend name Syafinaz...yg sngat2 lmah sgt....x taw sapa for me to hold on to.....i have try my best..but like nothing change. semalam aku dgn dia dah 8 bulan....alhamdulillah....we have through all of this together even it was so hard... thanx for being with me....sanggup tanggung derita with me..thank you.. i just give you nothing maybe. mungkin semua ni susah untuk awk nak teruskan dah,..if there someone can make you happy more than me...can make you being in love more than me...make you feel comfortable more than me...make you feel all of your pain are going out....tell me...so there's no reason for me to keep going with you..to take you to my side or being in your arms anymore...maybe if i lost you is like i lost all of my life...tapi syg x sanggup abg derita hidup dgn syg...ok lah..i lost my word..( duduk hadap laptop and dgr lagu i can't let you go even if i die)......
bye.

your bulat,
Nur syafinaz binti Dzulkafly...