a stalker or blog reader out there..here I come to feed u..hehe^^
a picture of me when I was 3.
hey guys, x tahu nak start cerita from where ni.Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
ok,actually I've been not post anything here for couple of weeks...so here I come to wrote a story for you. everything well I guess...just a little bit stressed about study..for couple days ni..aku terlalu sangat malas nak pergi klas..i dont know why...klau kat klas...i just still like dreaming with a fuzzy look.Omaigadd..Omaigadd..omaiigadd...what happen to me??..we fought back...yah..aku tak tahu apa nak ckp lg...What i want is just like What he hate..and what he want is just like what I don't wanna do...jujur aku katakan...aku sayangkan dia sangat2..tipu la klau aku x syg diakan...sape x syg boyfriend sendiri kan....nak sgt hubungan ni going through sampai bila2...a maturity of someone is based on how we are develop into surrounding...mungkin dia perlu lebih bersabar..biar its come naturally...i promise you...I'll be like that someday...but I don't know when it comes...I just clueless...background family kita sgt la berbeza...now surrounding kita belajar pown...seriously berbeza...maybe we need to take times to be patient for each other...I know you kind of honest...but just stay still give me strength for every single words that u have said...no matter what you said...I bored..I hate you..it's too painful...how can I let myself to gives you better...if I just get some words that low my motivation...I just can stand it for a while..to get throught with my sickness and all of this...let me be with myself for a while...I try my best for us to get better...what I've start I will never give up to ended it up. Just try to trust what i try to do...we need to give and take...maybe we should less talk,less text..just like you want..whatever happen...I forgive all your mistake if there are mistakes laa...hehe...I love you sayang..I just need you by my side forever..please bear with me....ohh..ohh..ohh...That sorrow feel..it comes back...better I go before I made my iPad wet..bye.
-xoxo-
Syafinaz,
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